The sun is shining through my apartment window when it dawns on me, I want to make sharing my thoughts a priority.
As I sit at my desk, with my little notepad out ready to take on today’s tasks, my fingers finally find their way back to Permanently Pink.
As per usual, everyday activities got in the way of a hobby I started when my life got a little bit bumpy.
I underwent a skin sparing prophylactic mastectomy in July, followed by reconstructive surgery, just under two months ago. This journey was shared through various Instagram posts, which I will link below.
Last December, as Christmas approached, I received a call concerning my abdominal region. “Hello, is this Anyse?” As the voice repeated itself, it was unclear who the person was on the other line. “Yes, this is she. May I ask who’s calling?” The voice replied: Doctor Kim. Strange, I thought to myself.
The conversation progressed and something abnormal came up on one of my scans.
This brings us to today.
I’m sitting here sharing this with you because in spite of the scan, and the news that will be soon to follow, I am content.
I am content that regardless of the news life is still bright.
The warmth I feel, when the sun touches my face, I will hold with me.
I use these moments and feelings to remind myself that happiness is in everything wI experience, if I so choose to embrace it.
Just remember happiness isn’t something you achieve, happiness is something you simply choose to embrace.
I challenge you to embrace happiness, today and everyday regardless of your circumstances.